past few bookouts have been awesome.
because i got to meet you consistently.
and managed to go out out not just under blocks or parks.

everyone thinks im crazy or just being a fool or some even hate you
their stand is that you are using me and im a glorious idiot for not being able to spot that.

PSHHHH!

im not and idiot. i am perfectly aware. and i see nothing wrong in the situation.
i used to get so jealous last time. but not so much now. i can sit there and listen to you talk about other guys. and give my opinions here and there. so much has changed.
but

i still lose myself in those eyes
i still get excited at the thought of meeting you
i still get extremely happy when i see you
i still find myself thinking of you in the same ways

however i understand my chapter in your life ended a long time back. cheers in adding to new chapters in your life. maybe i will stick around to see maybe i wont (: