so ive graduated from nursing. and im now a fully registered nurse. im qualified to practice nursing. a pretty big deal for me. i've fought with almost everyone challenged all their beliefs and made it as a nurse. so im pretty proud of myself.

The next thing ahead for me is NS. i cant wait to go in already. its going to be a whole new lifestyle and im all hyped up for it to happen. the day after tomorrow at this time i will be in a ferry to tekong. haha ! cant wait.

have been spending my time meeting with my friends before i go in ns. maybe it is exaggerated. im not travelling to a faraway country. but lets be realistic. the girls all have started working or uni. the boys are goin in ns. and when i book out im going to hang out with the hermanos most of the time. it really is one of the last times i will see a great number of my poly friends.

my dream to leave singapore is fast approaching. i'm seriously considering Great Britain to take my nursing degree and work there. its a great place steeped with history and i love all the ancient stone feel buildings they have. its definitly my type of place to stay in. and also im more of a english person then an american person.

and it was nice to see you. it still seems i have to practice much self restraint when im with you. that surprised me. guess thing with you arent never normal :)note to self never look into your eyes too long. im afraid i will fall back in again. and i trust you more then you'll ever know. i just dont wanna bother you with my incapabilities as i'll put it. i'll crash and burn happily anyday but i will never bring anyone along for my hell ride.

cheers :D