after sahur (starting of the fast)
i went to sleep before it was prayer time.
i kept dreaming about blogging about myself.
lets do it yo !
some may be frighteningly weird.
but this is me. unplugged. un-cut. un-censored.
i love reading books. but my favorite genre is romance.
haha. i know its silly to the point of funny.
but i find it really interesting to read. you can laugh along.
really dive into the book. if you guys know what i mean.
same goes for movie or anime genre. i'm not much of an
action guy.
as the famous quote goes " I'm a lover not a fighter"
but alas, i'm not a lover. I just like romance movies or more preferred
romantic-comedys. gotta love those type of movies
and those kind of inspiring movies. like the pursuit of happiness
so if you stereotype people like me who have this kinda taste
then i would be expected to be an emotional crackpot. (:
but thats not the case for me. i dont even tear let alone cry.
no matter how sad it gets. just another weird fact about me (:
i honestly can swear that the last time i cried was when i was
beaten by my parents during primary school. i have never cried
because i was sad/heartbroken blah3. and this fact actually bothers me. ALOT.
i am a quiet person. many people dont admit to this statement. cant blame them.
but this is the face. my close friends will agree to the statement. so if you dont ,
hello acquaintance :D
i'm fcuking sociable in a big group. thats my forte. a big group.
because there is so many people around.
when you got nothing more to say to one person, you go to another person.
simple as pie. but when it comes to a small group like say 3 people.
then you can see how quiet i am (: because naturally i'm a listener.
I'd rather input then output. although most of the time i'm not even present.
mentally that is. i zone out so much and so frequently. love stone-ing.
its like an out of body experience. you arent there. but you are there.
i think you guys must be confused already (:
stone-ing and emo-ing is 2 opposites.
stone-ing is just thinking. emo-ing is wallowing in sadness
you can go out with me and expect me to say only a few words here and there.
it might be akward silence for you. but its not akward at all to me.
i like to talk at my own pace. and i like to have my own space.
chey it rhymes (:
i think about dying all the time. i'll be on a bus going somewhere and inside my head
i'll be imagining the worst possible way for the bus to crash and for me to die.
i like thinking of death. its interesting. and the circumstances leading up to it.
i look forward to dying. but i am not suicidal. thats a huge difference.
i think its downright stupid to end your life. but the sadistic thoughts i enjoy in my head (:
thats why i love final destination. all those gore shows. zombies. its orgasmic!!!
another very surprising fact. i have a very2 short temper. its extremely short.
i can explode very easily. so to shelter my temper from wrecking havoc , i have
an unbelievably high patience level/control level. its a learned trait.
i dont want to be the guy who cant control his own temper. i find those guys a shame.
if you lose your temper at every small thing. doesnt say much about you.
just another guy who lacks self-control in my opinion. it took a long time to control my temper.
but here i am successful in it. but i wouldnt dare you to test my patience level.
as they say. the scariest guys are the calm ones. it is said for a reason (:
i love piercings and tattoos and weird hair.
as long as i remember. those thick eyeliner, jet black hair, punk hairsyles
have always been a turn on for me. girls are oh so sexay with them.
its just my orientation. i like weird girls. girls with an attitude are awesome.
but not your plastic bimbo girls because they have an intellect of a turkey.
which is if you didn't know the worlds stupidest animal. the last time i checked that is.
to end it off. i might write a sequel to this. since theres much more to say.
but i'm too lazy to type now. i like to fabricate things up. so its up to you
to believe this posts. as i always say. rule 1. dont trust me ",
